I recently have this theory that you can just like someone and not let it develop into anything else
a crush can stay a crush without anything happening.
overtime, it will fade.
It might die, or it might revive itself, depending on whatever may happen down the road.
No one really knows what will happen, but that’s the beauty of it, so it’s better to embrace it.
Embrace the unknown.
lol so stupid
I literally spent like 3 days worrying about this project
and then when I actually looked at it, I realized it’s some shortass thing that isn’t at all scary or impossible
why do I keep being in denial..?
still wont check my grades doe
oh and why the fuuuk has this semester been a never-ending whirlwind of school work..????
I really want to just curl up and read and learn a new skill
Its like night time and i still feel like throwing up
ughhhh too weak
also i need to stop sleeping and do work omg
never-ending work ugh
it’s like almost 4:30am. I have an exam in less than 5 hours.
& all I can think about is how I’m going home next Tuesday at like 2 and how I can use the time frame 11-12 to pack before my last class and ahhhh im so excited way too excited when i shld be stressed the fuqq out omg
Thanksgiving doe. & home cooked meals.
Time to feast <33
also i haven’t had rice in like…. a hella long time.
that’s kind of a problem. no that’s a severe problem. like a really severe asian problem.
Embrace the unknown
(Motto for the year)
LOLOLOL not gonna sleep tonight
FUCK going out on weekends aintnobodygottimeforthat
too much socializing = failing school & everything else smh
OH AND FUCK EXTRACURRICULARS NO ONE HAS TIME AND NO ONE CARES SO WTF IS THE POINT THERE IS NONE
FUCK CLEANING AND LAUNDRY AND DISHES AND HOUSE CHORES
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going
things suck and people suck and guys suck and the weather sucks and life sucks and sometimes it just doesn’t stop sucking
but it’s all about how you look at everything
everyone says that, but it’s so true
I also think it has a lot to do with what you eat and how much you work out but no one says that
It’ll only go up from here.
"You might fail, but at least you had the guts to try."
It gave me comfort in knowing that, yes, I did fail (in fact, I failed twice), and yes, I feel do feel embarrassed and confused at the same time because I thought they all liked me??? and I did everything right??????
but hey, at least I had the guts to try.
and maybe that’s all that really matters.
The time you enjoy wasted is not wasted.
never underestimate the length of time it takes to do two online assignments
never try to finish them on the day of, especially don’t try to complete them when you only have less than 2 hours to spare…
and I thought I was going to get a 4.0 this semester..
yesterday, someone asked why I was so angry
I had no answer
later that day yesterday, another someone told me that if I really didn’t want to go out then I should just sleep
I had my answer
I realized that ever since I got back to campus, I haven’t had a decent night’s sleep, and I guess that’s why I was so burnt out yesterday- I had finally reached a near-breaking point in my healthy & well-being
Oh well, better to realize that now than later, right?
Yeah I guess this is all part of the transition. Like I always say… “live and learn.”
In other news, I finally summoned up the courage to check my grades from last semester and see how much my GPA has tanked.
It didn’t drop that bad…0.06? Eh, could’ve been worse..
Oh and I realized that I have signed myself up for some interesting but quite challenging that requires a lot of brain power and time and effort.
Basically, I probably wont be going out for a while..
But that’s perfectly fine, because I still have yet to find a guy with at least some sort of substance.
Literally cannot wait to finally get a routine established
- Peanut Butter
In no particular order
so this just happened
bow down betches bow bow down betches
“The globe shrinks for those who own it.”
– Homi K. Bhabha
It’s like the world is helping me procrastinate
why is it that every time I have to do a presentation and I don’t feel prepared at all…
some random miracle just happens and the presentation is postponed..
and I’m saved, once again lolol
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