Apparently this turning a new leaf program doesn’t apply to guys CUZ I AM STILL AWKWARD AF smh
It’s only the first week and I’ve already: - accidentally walked into the wrong class like some dumbass freshman (I SWEAR THERE ARE TWO ROOMS WITH THE SAME NUMBER THO)
- accidentally shipped like the majority of my textbooks to my home instead of school (OMFG WHY)
- missed my exercise of the week
- forgotten to put myself first
Omg. Never ever ever EVER depending on people ever again holy eff.
Everything just kinda sucked today. I feel really fat. My shorts made me feel fat. Shorts are just ugh.
When am I going to find time to do work omfg.
My friking dad always says the worst things when he’s mad and it literally hurts my self-esteem. Wtf.
UGH WHY AM I SO STUPID I CANT DO THIGNDBIWLSNAJQJWN
LIKE FUCK EVERYONE NO ONE FUCKING EVEN GIVES A FUCK ABOUT UOU LIKE THEY CARE FOR A SECOND THEN THEY GO BACK TO TALKING ABOUT THEMSELVES AND BOYS THAT DONT EVEN KNOW THEY EXIST UGH FUCK
I’m honestly really stressed about my classes, especially since I was sucha mess last year but also like DAMN these junior classes are INTENSE I’m already feeling the pressure ugh. I need yoga.
Reminder: it’s the amount of focus, not the time spent or the time of day!!